Fading like a flower... Right now... I'm talking to her on msn.
But why do I keep having to swallow back my tears...?
I thought we were just good friends?
Or have we gotten to the stage where I would shed tears for her?
Deep down inside, there's a pain in my heart...
Does she feel it too?
I just lost my car today. 3 hours ago. All the lovely memories goes with it... Now, if I had the car, I would drive all the way up just to see her smile.
or even if its just to give her a hug.
Till the new car comes... I'll just be stranded on an 'Island of Misery'.
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Yesterday when I woke up late... the person whom I thought was most closest to me, rather apologise to someone new and even promised her hugs later on when she's back.
Today, after my parents left with the car... I told him about my worries. I didnt need him to solve the problem for me. But just for him to hear me out. All he told me was, "you got yourself into this sh*t, you clear it up yourself." All I wanted was just the usual comforting words from him. But that was what I got... So I replied, "well said". Thereafter, he gave someone else a good night hug, excluding me. And I went home. demoralised the second time.
"I'm glad that you're happy with your new found princess too."
I'm your princess no more.
Left all alone - buried with pain & worries with no one to tell to.
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Tomorrow, it'd be my first step as a normal 'civilian'.
Current occupation: GUCCI GROUP at Collins st (Melbourne)
Ambition to be: Boss of my own boutique (Fashion & Design)
A patriotic: Singaporean citizen
Who stays in: Fortune Park (Hougang)
An unpatriotic: Australian permanent resident
Who has residencies at: Spore.Gold coast.Brisbane.Melbourne
Dearest Pet border collie: Angel
Loves & Thoughts
My Brands: Louis Vuitton.Burberrys.Tiffany & Co.Hermes.Coach
Her choice of watch: Patek Phillipe
Wishlist 0: Sony Vaio Laptop C series Pink - thanks to my parents.
Wishlist 1: Bvlgari 5-band ring white gold - thanks to my parents.
Wishlist 2: LV handbag from Italy - thanks to my parents.
Wishlist 3: LV keypouch - thanks to my parents.
Wishlist 4: LV wallet - bought by yours truly.
Wishlist 5: Kenzo Flower - thanks to Steven & darlyn.
Wishlist 6: Gucci Envy Me - thanks to Victor & darlyn.
Wishlist 7: Hugo Boss XX - bought by yours truly.
Wishlist 8: Ms Dior Cherie moisturiser & perfume
Wishlist 9: Victoria's secret Love spell - thanks to ah mei.
Wishlist 10: Tiffany & Co charm tag bracelet - thanks to darlyn.
Wishlist 11: Sony Cybershot T2 white - thanks to darlyn.
Wishlist 12: My doggie Angel - my baby
Wishlist 13: Apple MacBook white - thanks to darlyn.
Bdae Gift 2008 #1: Tiffany & co twin-hearts necklace & YSL eyeshadow cosmetic - thanks to Andrew, David, Deborah, Glenn, Joy, Min, Noel, Nicholas & Sophie
Bdae Gift 2008 #2: Mango tangerine scented candle & card - thanks to Nicole, Wilson & Jess
Bdae Gift 2008 #3: Scented candle - thanks to Kailin
Bdae Gift 2008 #4: SK Jewellery Diamond ring & tulips - thanks to darlyn
Bdae Gift 2008 #5: Scarf & bracelet - thanks to Ervin, Junhui & CK
Bdae Gift 2008 #6: Choc rose & choc heart - thanks to Amy
Bdae Gift 2008 #7: Black dress from Topshop- thanks to ah mei
Wants to: achieve her ultimate goal
Wonders: About Paris & Venice
Enthusiast of: Her white Nissan Skyline
My second ride: black Honda Jazz (2007 model) named Xiao Hei
Special thanks to: Daddy & Mummy
Fav sinful indulgence: Cadbury's
Fav alcoholic beverages: Southern comfort coke, Bourbon coke, Lychee Martini, Malibu pineapple, Pina colada, Sex on the beach, Shirley temple, Long island ice tea, Bailey's on the rock
Fav beverage: Bubble tea with pearls & rainbow jelly
Thinking of his idea: The Romantic Getaway with Him
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"Life is a succession of moments, To live each one is to succeed."
Lost and unfound
My late grandpa's: Only photograph
My late great grandma's: Only golden ring
My 2006 bdae present: Missy Elliot Adidas Jacket
My head: If it could be detached from my body
My softspots
My one & only girlfriend: Jeannette
My perfect star: Nicole
My little sis: Patricia
My fattest papa: Josh
My pimp daddy: Wilson
My sweets: Jessica
My big sis: Linda
My bestest buddy: Norman
My dearest homie: David
Not forgetting... My darling: Shouyat
[Special thanks to all of you who played a big part in my life]
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