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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Emmanuel's 26th birthday
[5th August 2006]

It was a belated celebration cause the previous week, everyone was too busy!

Sorry bro, now then I realised that I havent posted the pics for your birthday yet!

Hope you've had a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY! One year older, One year wiser! :P

Only uploaded some from my camera. Too many to post la!
Hehe... Here they are!

The lucky bdae boy & the girls!

The good ol' Band of Brothers!

What happened to the GOOD ol' band of brothers??

Things are gettin' out of hand hereeee!!

The girl saved the day! hahaha...

Now for the one-on-one pics...

Emmanuel Me --------------------------------- Grace & Emmanuel

Emmanuel & Jeannette -------------------------------- Grace & Me

Jeannette & Me --------------------------------- Grace & Jeannette

Jael & Me

Lynette & Me

Ending posts for Emmanuel's bdae.

After the party & dinner, we all went to Wileen's place to visit & play with Maya, their cute little fuzzy-wuzzy puppy, a cocker spaniel. The dearest little thing you could find!

Ever since I saw Wileen's & Lailai's cocker spaniel, I realised how adorable it was, compared to other ugly ones I've seen.

Which makes me wonder whether I would get a chance to see Jackie, HIS cocker spaniel too.

Thinking of him since 6:55 PM

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Just before it withers...

Here are some pictures I took of myself to keep in memory of how beautiful my red roses looked at full bloom before they enter into the next stage - wither.

I KNOW I still havent dried them! But I cant bear to at the moment alright!!! !@#$%

P.S These photos were taken using my new 2.0 mega-pixel NOKIA 6280 okay!
Hehe... check out how clear & non-pixelated the photos are!
Just loving it~

Pictures taken in my NEW bedroom... Harvard Unit 7 Room 1.

Behind is my built-in cupboard...

Resting on a Bed of roses... remember that song?

Little creamy the bear & a kiss planted on my biggest rose!

These are the pics of how I designed my room...

Now these pics were taken using my 5.0 mega-pixel canon camera (digital ixus-i)
clarity is even better! haha... I reduced the sizes of all the pics though.

My table and my wall... everyone wants to steal the last pic on my calendar! - $100 note.
The $100 was one of the lucky momentos from the casino's winnings... haha.

My decorations & bed... My lava lamp, babies & self-designed photo frame made from scratch.

Here are a few pictures I took the day before with my dearest friends...

In my bedroom & at the staircase...

With Papa Josh-ier & Pimp Daddy Wilson in their rooms...

With my Baobei Jeannette (GG)...

With dearest Kailin...

Just the 3 of Us Musketeerz!

Now for some ending posts...

All of us lazing around for a DVD session! hehehe... (no-makeup wor!)

Tonight, we're all going to have another DVD session!

Yeah!!! Sian man... BUT, Life is always full of surprises.

Thinking of him since 4:49 PM

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Monday, August 21, 2006

EKKA Brisbane Funfair 18.08.06

I'm abit too tired & quite lazy to type out the whole entire affair now...

BUT.. here are some pics we took! Hehe...

This is my favourite pic of the day!

Me hugging my new baby!

Jeannette (GG) & Me

MY G said: I look so pretty in this photo...

She doesnt know its bcos of her, that I smile so lovely.

(from the left) Jael, MY G, Kailin, G's Spongebob & Me.

Kailin attempting to suffocate my baby!

The "Moo-Moo's"... haha!

Can you imagine ppl actually wanted pictures with us??

Internet is a little bad at the moment...
So I shall continue posting more photos that we took later on k?
That is, if MY G, remembers to pass the rest of those from her camera to me!

To be continued...

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By the way, this is one of the many photos we took for the NDP post.
Had problems uploading it to that particular post.
But here it is, as promised!

Thinking of him since 3:32 AM

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A dozen of Red Roses for Me.

Yes, I'm still in my pyjamas... Cause I received it while I was still in bed!
So I thought I'd take a photo of the exact surprise in the exact situation I was in. Hehe.

Received this lovely surprise gift yesterday from someone in Singapore.
I was sleeping & suddenly Papa Josh knocked on my door and came into my room carrying this bouquet of red roses with a bear & a card attached to it. Shocked & surprised I was. I read the card and found out who it was. All the way from someone in Singapore.

Papa Josh told me that he was about to go and have a bath when he suddenly saw a courier van pull up infront of our house. Then a man walked out carrying a bouquet of red roses. He immediately guessed it was for me and truly enough, the man knocked on the door. Papa Josh answered it & received it for me. Haha... thanks ah!

Mmmm... first time I've ever received so many flowers before. Especially when receiving them first thing in the morning! Now I'm wondering when should I start drying them? Worse thing is, I have never tried drying them before. If I could, I would invent some "magical water" for people to keep their flowers fresh forever! hehe... guess that wouldnt be happening. Hah!

Yup, I do appreciate flowers, especially tulips & roses, alot. Soft toys are also the cutest little things that do melt my heart. But I guess I'm just not ready enough for all this to be happening... It seems to good to be true. Its been a long long time since I've had this kind of special gifts from a special someone. He said he'll wait for me. But I'm just not ready for another relationship just yet... But I'm glad he understands. Thank you once again for the lovely gift. I really appreciate it alot and I am fully aware of your love for me. I cant give you promises, but I hope you'll give me time... I need alot of time.

Thank you for your love, care, patience & understanding.
Time will reveal everything.

Thinking of him since 3:02 AM

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Friday, August 18, 2006

Sing a love song for me.

every time i must say goodbye to you
i feel so down inside
every night all i can do is think of you
you stole my heart away
didn't know how true romance can be until now
didn't know why lovers cry
couldn't wait to see your smiling face anymore...

every time you must face the restless world
do you remember me
and whenever you need a gentle word
why don't you call me up
i'm the one for you when things get rough and so hard
don't you know just what i mean
couldn't wait to hear your endless dreams come to me...

sing a love song for me
sing for me a song romantic
make happiness happen
sing a love song for me
sing for me a song romantic
and leave loneliness alone...

every time i wanna say good luck to you
i hope you hold me tight
every night all i can do is see you through
you set my heart free
didn't know how true love walks with me until now
didn't know how high we fly
couldn't wait to see your smiling face anymore
sing a love song for me
sing for me a song romantic
make happiness happen
sing a love song for me
sing for me a song romantic
and leave loneliness alone...

Specially for that special someone in my heart.
This song was made out of tears.
I hope that one day I'll be able to sing it for you...

*tears drop*

Thinking of him since 2:36 AM

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

I'm changing... changing to become a confused individual.

Last night, someone told me that he loved me. All the way from Singapore.

Yes, I have rejected two men when I was still with my loved one.

But it's been so long since someone said that he loved me.
Today, he said it once more.
Strange, but why dont I feel anything? Is it because I still havent let go of my past?
Or is it something or someone else...?
He wants me to give him a chance to go after me, to care for me, to love me, to protect me and promises to give me happiness. But I just cant make a decision at the moment.
Thus, I just told him to give me some time to sort out the broken pieces of my life...

I guess time would tell. or would it?

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Now, after talking on the phone to a new best friend of mine, I felt much better with all the troubles & worries going on in my head. I seem to be able to talk to her about everything...
My love life, to uni life, to schoolbooks, to friendships, gossips & even our new past-time - clubbing & drinking. lol. She's been the light of my life ever since the first time I saw her. Someone who can listen to me, let me confide in her, someone for me to laugh with, cry with and hug to sleep at night... But what are these 'other feelings' of mine for her that I cannot describe? Is it something more than just a friend... or is it something less... I miss her all the time. Think of her everywhere I go, wanna meet her after classes & am willing to wait for her to finish her classes even after I'm done with mine. Why? Just so that I could walk home with her after her classes! Sounds familiar? Yup... it was something I used to do for HIM when me and HIM were still dating last year. Now, during the night, when we go back to our own homes, I still miss her as much too... even though she's just a few houses away. I smile whenever I see her, laugh at every one of her jokes & enjoys her companionship whenever, whereever... But tonight, somehow, I felt hurt when she told me she'll choose someone else if she were a 'guy'. Is this normal or is it just me. She told me that tonight, I sounded different... in the good sense, especially when I spoke chinese to her. But deep down on the inside, its still me.

Remember me this way ok?

I'll cherish the moments we spent together...

Just wanna say, "you looked wonderful that night".

By the way, if anyone is to misunderstand our love we have for each other, its not what you're thinking ok. Its purely a very close friend kind of love. Something which even I cant articulate in words.

The day we saw each other, it seemed that we've known each other for a hundred years. That's all I can say.

I still miss you right at this moment... today, tomorrow & always.

Thinking of him since 5:25 AM

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