Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Happy National Day Singapore! You're finally 41 years old.

Younger than my parents a few years though. haha!

But, older than me by 20 years! =P

Here I am, in one of the University labs, watching NDP on webcast live (using the projector screen ah!) with all my fellow sporean uni friends. Haha... obviously I aint concentrating on it. WHY? BECAUSE! it keeps buffering and buffering once in awhile! so annoying.. so I'd rather just sneak a peek once in awhile when I hear something interesting going on. Haha. Strange... the main reason why the all of us are here is to watch the NDP. BUT as far as I know... most of the girls here are watching NDP, most of the guys are playing warcraft, and the rest are using the computers here. lol.

In the afternoon today, the whole group of Sporeans here walked all the way to the 'University of Queensland' signboard to take a BIG group photo for National Day. Charmaine organised this so that she could post the photos online at the Yahoo NDP section - where other people from Spore have posted theirs to support Spore too! Patriotic girl, I would say she is! She'll probably be the first female president of Singapore in future! - supported by the rest of Unilinkers.

(One of the many photos that we took have been posted on the EKKA post)

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Well well well... all's been going well for me so far. It seems that everything's been turning out for the better! The person I hate most now is GONE from the face of "our community in Brisbane", my new laptop should be coming pretty soon (when I do find time to go and choose it with daddy & mummy), the new car should be arriving as soon as dad sells off the old car, and I've finally rented out 1 of my 2 houses so I need to pay rent for only 1 house now! Mwahahaha...

For tonight's dinner, I cooked a feast for everyone - Papa Josh, Pimp daddy Wilson, Jeanette & Kailin. Well... the reason why I havent cooked a proper meal for so long was because I was demoralized. I usually cook for me and my loved one. But now that he's not here anymore, I only have to cook for myself - which I dont feel motivated to cook proper meals for. Therefore, I always eat my favourite "chu qian yi ding" maggi noodles with ingredients. Unhealthy huh? But I'm used to cooking for HIM, eating with HIM, motivated to cook herbal soups, meat, vegetables & rice for HIM and most of all, look at his happy face whenever he eats my cooking. Ever since he moved out to Indooroopilly, I have stopped cooking altogether.

Today, it was a new start, bought alot of groceries for the first time this semester. I'll be cooking for myself, my daddies & my new found friends. The feast I cooked up was - rice, prima spore curry chicken, eggs with long beans and caixin with mushrooms. Kailin volunteered to cook minced pork with mixed vegetables! Its a simple meal, but there were a few of the things I used to cook for HIM.

Sometimes, I really wonder how is HE doing? Does he know how to cook for himself or does he always eat out cause he's lazy to cook? He seriously only knows how to cook instant or premixed foods only. Sigh. I do care about him so much, I wish I could do more.

Oh well. NDP is finally over. Now I guess there's gonna be more photo-taking sessions!

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Just forgotten to add something... my loved one actually came to speak to me about an ex-best friend whom I hate (because of our personal reasons) now. He read my mind like a book & tried explaining to me. About the complications between me & her, about our conflicts & my reasons for hating her. After much reasoning & explaining from him & after answering most of the question marks in my head, I've decided to let this "friend" off for now. I know he doesnt want me to act rashly, if not he wont come and speak to me. So...

I'm listening to you, on your account, my dear. for once. I told you before, if there's anything you dont like, I'll try to change, and I would. Even if I'll be a little stubborn at first. You know that later on, I'll still be ok. And I know you know that you're the only one in this world whom I will have a soft spot for. In simpler terms, you know I'll listen to you. If not, you wont even attempt speaking to me. As much as you said, you know me like the back of your hand, the same goes for me too Jayen. I'm just a little stubborn, thats all.

End of the day, when you say 'one', I wont ever dare to say 'two'. Ask yourself why.

Hope you'll read deeper into my thoughts once more.

Thinking of him since 10:00 PM

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